I thought the world would end differently. I imagined we would all be hiding in the mountains around Collegedale, living in caves and making haystacks with dandelion greens. But here I am in suburban comfort following minute-by-minute updates on the coronavirus on my laptop.

Some people might say it isn’t the end of the world. But it feels like it to me. Maybe it’s because my generation came after polio and Vietnam, and we haven’t dealt with any trying times, unless you count the era of dial-up Internet.

OK, so we are at least one swarm of locusts short of a true apocalypse. We can’t really match COVID-19 to Revelation. But maybe we can find something similar in Genesis—that other time the world ended.

The Days of Noah

The Bible doesn’t give details about Noah’s stay in the ark, but I’m convinced it was a lot like quarantine. Our biblical hero had to be stressed and irritable. Probably there were sharp words in the family about whose turn it was to shovel out the elephant stalls. Everyone was looking as furry as the animals, but their hair salon had gone under. The kids got annoyed when Noah kept saying, “What we’re going through is unprecedented, but at least we’re all in the same boat. Heh, heh, heh.”

Perhaps the introverts in Noah’s tribe were fine with a year of introspection—until they discovered they were stuck on a ship with a couple of loud extroverts who were always trying to organize a game of Rook. The pandemic reminds us that (1) we need people and (2) we need them to be elsewhere.

The news can’t stop reporting how many people are dying in your state, which is like having your mortality featured in a national advertising campaign.

You used to be able to send your kids to school before your home turned into an episode of The Jerry Springer Show, but now they never leave. Plus, they need you to help with distance learning, so you’re pulled into service as an unpaid teacher’s aide. It’s like you’re doing all the work of homeschool without the reward of feeling superior about it. Before long you’re playing rock, paper, scissors with your spouse to see who will watch the kids for the next hour.

Sometimes you have a Zoom meeting, and the kids start parading through your room like the stars of Kids’ Time. This is particularly annoying, because everyone else in the meeting seems more delighted with seeing your kids than hearing the brilliant points you’re making about the marketing campaign. And pets also cause a distraction. “What kind of dog is that?” shout the other viewers on Zoom. It’s show-and-tell for grown-ups.

What I enjoy most about Zoom meetings is scoping out everyone’s houses. It’s like HGTV without the commercials. Oh, so they’ve got crown molding. I wish she would move her head so I could see that painting better.

You can also do this during Zoom Sabbath School, with the added interest of looking for racy novels on the saints’ bookshelves. Incidentally, some of you are a little too casual for Sabbath morning. This is not the time for your Red Hot Chili Peppers T-shirt.

I’m also aware that online church has tempted some sheep to stray from the fold. I’m not talking about switching denominations, but some believers have been flipping the channel to big-time preachers. What’s to stop a member from taking in a sermon from Carlton Byrd or Dwight Nelson, speakers so eloquent they can’t even call in a pizza order without bringing the Domino’s manager to tearful repentance.

For once, church options are richer than opportunities for watching sports. The absence of live sports has made my neighbor so desperate that he recently tuned in to a rebroadcast of a golf tournament. At this point, some Americans may even be open to watching soccer.

Can You See It?

These are uncertain times. You can’t really be sure about your job. You can’t be sure about the economy. You can’t be sure if that cough is a sign of something serious. The odds are good that you will live, but they aren’t good enough. The people you love are pretty safe, but not safe enough. The news can’t stop reporting how many people are dying in your state, which is like having your mortalityfeatured in a national advertising campaign.

We know we should trust God with the future, but it’s no easier than other things we know we should be doing, like eating more kale or returning the pastor’s texts. Back in the ark, I think Noah’s family also had a fog of stress hanging over them. They were in the middle of one of the biggest miracles in the Bible, but they were unable to see into the future any more than you or I can now.

When it was over, Noah and his family started breaking the ark apart, which I take as a sign of how fed up they were with the shelter-in-place order. They couldn’t endure one more hour of being cooped up with those orangutans and in-laws. Then they looked out at a world as empty as a church parking lot during COVID-19, and they realized their time of trouble wasn’t over.

How will this work? they wondered. The new normal didn’t have home-improvement stores, YouTube tutorials, or free breadsticks at Olive Garden. And that’s the moment God showed up. The story says He put a rainbow in the sky. That vision must have hit the group like a fireworks show at the Magic Kingdom. It was amazing. It was exactly what people emerging from lockdown needed to see.

So what do you need to see? Will God send you a sign? Maybe. In the meantime, you have something else. It is a memory from an earlier time of loss or pain when the world as you knew it seemed to end. And somehow, by some almost forgotten miracle, Jesus brought you through. That is your rainbow.


Kim Peckham shelters in place in Lincoln, Nebraska, with his wife, Lori, and teenage son, Reef. He helps with communication at Union College.

The other day I was scared of a grocery bag.

Really. The bag was blowing across the lawn, and when I first caught a glimpse of this thing charging toward me, I thought I was being attacked by a rabid badger or something. I ended up with much more adrenaline than is usually necessary for dealing with trash.

It was embarrassing. Especially when I thought about my friend Sam. Sam is a new Adventist. I know this is wrong, but I like to talk to him about his former life of sin. It is absolutely epic. You could program a whole season of HBO out of his time in the 1980s.

We know this time on earth will pass from view as quickly as chocolate cake at a church potluck.

It reminds me of those Christian books describing the testimony of a guy who was in a gang, or a girl who was in a rock band. The chapters before the baptism were always able to grip the attention better than the chapters at the end, right?

Anyway, the thing about Sam is that he has been in horrifying situations and never seems to get scared. Like the time in the Marines when he did a HALO jump at 30,000 feet over a jungle filled with people who wanted to kill him. “It was a rush,” he recalls.

Or the time he waded into a motorcycle gang after they touched his Harley. “I thought I was probably going to die, but you don’t mess with my bike,” he says.

And we can’t forget the time he faced down a guy holding a pistol in the club where he was a bouncer. “If you want to take me on, you’re gonna be sorry, gun or no gun,” he told the drunk.

In his stories Sam faces death with steely-eyed confidence. In contrast, after being raised my whole life in the faith of Jesus, I can be scared of anything. I worry about heart disease, big government, and bugs crawling in my mouth while I sleep.

True or False: Christians Are Fearless

Isn’t this wrong? Shouldn’t Christians be fearless? Didn’t early Christians face death with the suave demeanor of James Bond? “So you’re throwing me to the lions? Pity. I’m really more of a dog person.”

The Bible seems to tell us that believers should be brave. “Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil,” said David (Ps. 23:4).

As for me, I can’t even walk to the car without fear. I’m thinking of a Sabbath afternoon when we went to visit some friends at a cabin in the Appalachian Mountains. It was beautiful. We ate food cooked over an open fire and talked until the sun went down. Our friends pointed to where they had seen a bear. “Really? How interesting,” I said.

Night covered the mountain when my wife, Lori, and I decided to head back to the car. A narrow trail wound through the dark woods for about a quarter mile to the parking lot. We chatted as we made progress through the trees. But we talked in a louder-than-normal tone of voice. Then Lori suggested we sing “When the Saints Go Marching In.” We belted out the lyrics with vigor. We sang as if our life depended on it. We hoped that the noise we made would scare the bears before they could smell how delicious we were to eat.

Knowing and Feeling

In theory, Christians have nothing to be afraid of. We know this time on earth will pass from view as quickly as chocolate cake at a church potluck. Even death should not scare us, because we know that it is a rest from all our trials. No more pain. No more sorrow. No more telemarketing calls.

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But what we know and what we feel are two different things.

Let’s talk about a boy in the South who finds a snake. If it’s a copperhead, the boy will know he should leave it alone. But if he recognizes it as a harmless garter snake, he may catch it. His level of fear depends on the top level of the brain. This is a function of data processing.

Now, when the boy’s mother finds the snake in her bathtub, her reaction may come from a different part of the brain. It is an instinctive 220-volt burst of fear that overwhelms any high-minded analysis about whether or not the snake is dangerous. This is a function of emotion. (By the way, Mom, I know a lot of years have passed, but I’m still sorry about the snake.)

Fear of spiders and fear of heights spring from some deep, mysterious web of human experience. Other fears appear to come from the tidal pull of culture. For example, every modern mother is afraid of child kidnappers. They don’t even let a 10-year-old wait for the school bus without deploying a Secret Service detail.

This is in marked contrast to when I was a kid. I don’t think our parents ever worried about us as we roamed suburbia. They got upset only if we were late for supper. “If you end up a long way from home at suppertime,” they might have said, “catch a ride home with a stranger.”

Living With Fear

Just as we learn fear, we can also unlearn it. At least at the top parts of our brain. This is where we hear sermons and study the Bible, and this is where we learn to push back against fear. This is where we learn that God can be trusted to work all things for good.

I wouldn’t suggest that conversion wipes away all fears instantly and completely. David, with all his talk about walking through the valley of death, had his clenching fears. Abraham, God’s vice president in charge of starting monotheistic religions, was afraid that Pharaoh was going to kill him.

Then there was Jesus. Even the perfect Son of God felt that fear that comes up from the basement of the brain like a beast. In the garden of Gethsemane, He shuddered to think of losing His connection to the Father forever.

Fear is part of the sin problem in the same way that indigestion is part of eating too many Stripples. That is not to say that our struggle with fear is hopeless.

My friend Diane tells about going on a mission trip. Flying through the upper atmosphere in what is basically a tinfoil tube makes her nervous, really nervous. As she boarded the plane to her mission destination, she found herself sitting next to an off-duty flight attendant. She had professional help, in a way of speaking.

On the way back she sat next to a man who had just reconciled with his girlfriend and was full of the joy of life. His singing and loud talking annoyed the other passengers, but was just the distraction Diane needed. She believes that God, in His mercy, created a detour around her fears.

The Christian Advantage

Which brings me back to Sam. Last year his wife, Laura, was admitted to the hospital. Her whole body was shutting down. “I don’t think she’ll make it,” said the doctor.

Sam looked at Laura, lying unconscious on the hospital bed. Eight different IV machines were arrayed around the bed, trying to beat back the infections. “She was my soul mate,” says Sam.

They had gone to the same tattoo artist. They had stayed sober for each other. They had raised two kids. This tough man realized a fear like nothing he had felt before. It made him sick in his stomach.

Sam sat beside Laura and held her hand. The machines beeped, and the ventilator inhaled and exhaled. There was a time Sam would not have known how to deal with this great dread forming within him. But now his new faith gave him a clue. While he held her hand, he prayed. He prayed for days. He prayed for weeks. He prayed until Laura recovered enough to come home.

When it comes to fear, Christians have an advantage. We experience moments of grace that distract us or dampen our fears. We have prayer. We also have a hope that can help us see beyond the terror. But all of us—even those as brave as Sam—are waiting for a cure.


Kim Peckham is a freelance communication specialist and the author of Stop Laughing: I’m Trying to Make a Point. He and his wife, Lori, attend Willow Brook Seventh-day Adventist Church in Boonsboro, Maryland.